Untitled – Nonsensical Reality

i will never
be fully capable
of putting into words
how it feels
to have your heart
handed back to you
in shreds
knowing you did nothing
wrong
and then
to be treated like you
are dead.
it is worse –
incomparable –
to being used
lied to
smacked around;

to be pushed down
hit the ground
and then
be walked around
by the one you love
as if your existence
on the planet
were of no importance.
there are no words
strong enough
clear enough
descriptive enough
to make you understand
in totality
my fucked up
nonsensical
bullshit of a
reality.

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